I've been thinking about the past three years of my life and how it never fails to amaze me just how unpredictable life can be. Obviously we have the capability to control certain aspects, however, everything in itself falls into place with little to no warning.
Three years ago, I would have never dreamed that i would be a mommy by the beginning of 2009 or let alone at the age of 18. But the more and more I think about my current circumstances I wouldn't ask for my life to be any different.
I live with no regrets, because through experiences i've gained strength, life lessons and ultimately i've found out so much about myself and learned what i'm worth.
I'm entirely content with the family and friends who have stuck it out with me throughout the years, through thick and thin, and regardless of what happens, I know that by this time next year, or three years from now, or thirty years from now, i'll still have those select few by my side.
I am completely in love with my little girl.. No-one could ever come even remotely close. I've changed so much - for the better - and i'm certainly not the girl you once all may have known, my state of mind has changed with what i've endured, but I am now my own person.. not here to please the rest of you.
C
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